constantly anxious. stomach knotted, always. i hate relationships and the process of getting into them. fuck this you guys.
christian college boys, man fuck ‘em!
i want someone to care so badly
graysonhary: i’m so close to ending my life. a lot of people care, a lot. wish you’d realize that.
i couldn’t sleep last night because i was thinking about someone… but not like, “i can’t believe this shit happened, that person sucks” thoughts…like, “that person is so great and i can’t get over it” thoughts. haven’t felt this in awhile. it is nice.
i saw so many people last night that i did not expect to see. weird.
i need something really good to happen today. i’m trusting you, universe. make it happen.
Why take it in pieces.
lloydiseric: If I told you I made a wonderful pasta with vine ripened tomatoes, fresh oregano, basil, garlic, hand pressed noodles, lye and marinated chicken You wouldn’t have it for dinner would you? Then why would you use a culturally irrelevant and context-less quote about homosexuality being an abomination from a portion of a book that also says you cannot wear clothes made of mixed...
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graysonhary: I heard a sermon last night that, for the first time in a long time, I took something from. Maybe I just found, or realised, what I was looking for. Everyone and everything that used to define me, well, you’re done. Every relationship that I have placed importance on, with people who… i love you. you are a good person.
my car got broken into the other night. they took some stuff and broke my window. i don’t care about the stuff, or my window, i am just frustrated with the fact that it happened. i gave josh hartnett his coffee again yesterday. he tipped me 95 cents this time! i went to a cemetery out in the country the other day to look at a rock with my dad’s name on it. i cried for awhile and then...